1

他

tā

(third-person singular) (since the early 20th century, usu. male) he; him; his (bound form) other; another; some other (as in 他日 tārì and 他人 tārén)

2

难过

nánguò

to feel sad to feel unwell (of life) to be difficult

=3

的

de

of; ~'s (possessive particle) (used after an attribute when it modifies a noun) (used at the end of a declarative sentence for emphasis) (used after a noun, verb or adjective to form a nominal expression, as in 皮革的 pígéde "one made of leather" or 跑堂儿的 pǎotángrde "a waiter (literally, one who runs back and forth in a restaurant)" or 新的 xīnde "new one") also pr. dì or di in poetry and songs

=3

的

dī

a taxi; a cab (abbr. for 的士 dīshì)

=3

的

dí

really and truly

=3

的

dì

(bound form) bull's-eye; target

4

对

duì

right; correct towards; at; for concerning; regarding to treat (sb a certain way) to face (bound form) opposite; facing; matching to match together; to adjust to fit; to suit to answer; to reply to add; to pour in (a fluid) to check; to compare classifier: couple; pair

5

我说

wǒshuō

I wondered that and now it makes sense that... Used other than figuratively or idiomatically: see 我, 說 /说.

6

我

wǒ

I me my

7

很

hěn

very; quite (also, often used before an adjective without intensifying its meaning, i.e. as a meaningless syntactic element)

8

犹豫

yóuyù

to hesitate

9

我

wǒ

I me my

10

是否

shìfǒu

whether (or not) if is or isn't

11

应该

yīnggāi

ought to; should; must

12

活下

huóxià

to survive

13

来

lái

to come (used as a substitute for a more specific verb) hither (directional complement for motion toward the speaker, as in 回来 huílai) ever since (as in 自古以来 zìgǔyǐlái) for the past (amount of time) (prefix) the coming ...; the next ... (as in 来世 láishì) (between two verbs) in order to (after a round number) approximately (used after 得 dé to indicate possibility, as in 谈得来 tándelái, or after 不 bù to indicate impossibility, as in 吃不来 chībulái)