觉得自己对别人而言就是个负担,没有人会爱上我,最好死了算了,因为那样我就不会伤害任何人了,可是话说回来,我想活下去,证明给别人看我很坚强。

I feel that I'm a burden to everyone, that no one will ever love me, that I'm better off dead, because that way I wouldn't hurt anyone. However, on the other hand, I want to keep living and show everyone that I'm strong.

Source: Tatoeba

Sentence Composition

1 觉得 juéde
  1. to think that ...; to feel that ...
  2. to feel (uncomfortable etc)
2 自己
  1. oneself
  2. one's own
3 duì
  1. right; correct
  2. towards; at; for
  3. concerning; regarding
  4. to treat (sb a certain way)
  5. to face
  6. (bound form) opposite; facing; matching
  7. to match together; to adjust
  8. to fit; to suit
  9. to answer; to reply
  10. to add; to pour in (a fluid)
  11. to check; to compare
  12. classifier: couple; pair
=4 别人 biéren other people; others; other person
=4 别人 biérén others; other people
5 而言 éryán (typically preceded by jiùxx or …|duìxx etc) as far as ... is concerned; speaking in terms of ...
6 就是 jiùshì
  1. exactly; precisely
  2. only; simply; just
  3. (used correlatively with ) even; even if
=7 used in 自個兒 r
=7
  1. (classifier used before a noun that has no specific classifier)
  2. (bound form) individual
=7 variant of
8 负担 dān
  1. to bear (an expense, a responsibility etc)
  2. burden
9 没有 méiyǒu
  1. haven't
  2. hasn't
  3. doesn't exist
  4. to not have
  5. to not be
10 rén person; people

classifiers: ,

=11 huì
  1. can; to have the skill; to know how to
  2. to be likely to; to be sure to
  3. to meet; to get together
  4. meeting; gathering
  5. (suffix) union; group; association
  6. (bound form) a moment (Taiwan pr. huǐ)
=11 kuài (bound form) to reckon accounts
12 爱上 àishàng
  1. to fall in love with
  2. to be in love with
13
  1. I
  2. me
  3. my
14 最好 zuìhǎo
  1. best
  2. had better ...; it would be best to ...
15 死了 silě
  1. (colloquial) extremely; very
  2. (intransitive) to have died; to be dead
  3. (transitive) to have lost (one's relatives)
  4. extremely; very
  5. to have died; to be dead
  6. to have lost (one's relatives)
16 算了 suànle
  1. let it be
  2. let it pass
  3. forget about it
17 因为 yīnwèi
  1. because
  2. owing to
  3. on account of
18 那样 yàng
  1. that kind
  2. that sort
19
  1. I
  2. me
  3. my
20 jiù
  1. (after a suppositional clause) in that case; then
  2. (after a clause of action) as soon as; immediately after
  3. (same as 就是 jiùshì) merely; nothing else but; simply; just; precisely; exactly
  4. only; as little as
  5. as much as; as many as
  6. to approach; to move towards
  7. to undertake; to engage in
  8. (often followed by zhe) taking advantage of
  9. (of food) to go with
  10. with regard to; concerning
  11. (pattern: jiù ... ...) even if ... still ...
  12. (pattern: ... jiù ...) if not ... then must be ...
21 不会 huì
  1. improbable
  2. unlikely
  3. will not (act, happen etc)
  4. not able
  5. not having learned to do sth
  6. (coll.) (Tw) don't mention it
  7. not at all
22 伤害 shānghài to injure; to harm
23 任何人 rènrén anyone
=24 le
  1. (completed action marker)
  2. (modal particle indicating change of state, situation now)
  3. (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)
=24 liǎo
  1. to finish
  2. (used with or after a verb to express (im)possibility, as in 忘不了 wàngbuliǎo "cannot forget")
  3. (literary) (usually followed by a negative such as or ) completely (not); entirely (not); (not) in the least
  4. to understand clearly (variant of liǎo)
=24 liǎo
  1. (of eyes) bright
  2. clear-sighted
  3. to understand clearly
=24 liào unofficial variant of liào
25 可是 shì
  1. but; however
  2. (used for emphasis) indeed
=26 话说回来 huàshuōhuílai (but) then again; (but) on the other hand
=26 话说回来 huàshuōhuílái returning to the main topic...; that said; again; nevertheless; anyhow
27
  1. I
  2. me
  3. my
28 xiǎng
  1. to think (about)
  2. to think of; to devise
  3. to think (that); to believe (that)
  4. to desire; to want (to)
  5. to miss (feel wistful about the absence of)
29 活下去 huóxià
  1. to survive
  2. to keep on living
30 证明 zhèngmíng
  1. proof
  2. certificate
  3. identification
  4. testimonial
  5. to prove
  6. to testify
  7. to confirm the truth of

classifier:

=31 gěi
  1. to
  2. for
  3. for the benefit of
  4. to give
  5. to allow
  6. to do sth (for sb)
  7. (grammatical equivalent of )
  8. (grammatical equivalent of )
  9. (sentence intensifier)
=31
  1. to supply
  2. to provide
=32 别人 biéren other people; others; other person
=32 别人 biérén others; other people
=33 kān
  1. to look after
  2. to take care of
  3. to watch
  4. to guard
=33 kàn
  1. to see; to look at
  2. to read
  3. to watch
  4. to visit; to call on
  5. to consider; to regard as
  6. to look after
  7. to treat (a patient or illness)
  8. to depend on
  9. to feel (that)
  10. (after a verb) to give it a try
  11. to watch out for
34
  1. I
  2. me
  3. my
35 hěn
  1. very; quite
  2. (also, often used before an adjective without intensifying its meaning, i.e. as a meaningless syntactic element)
36 坚强 jiānqiáng
  1. staunch
  2. strong