寻死觅活

尋死覓活
xúnsǐmìhuó

to attempt suicide

Wiktionary

Entry Composition

1 寻死 xúnsǐ
  1. to attempt suicide
  2. to court death
=2 觅 mì
  1. (literary) to seek
  2. to find
=2 觅 mì old variant of 觅 mì
=2 觅 miè
  1. (obsolete on its own in Standard Chinese) to seek; to look for
  2. to seek; to look for
3 活 huó
  1. to live
  2. alive
  3. living
  4. work
  5. workmanship